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thisoneforyouonlyyou - day 1

2010-03-03T17:24:00.008+08:00

Yesterday aft i reach home,i watch movie till am. ITS COMPLICATED.Good show. Aft movie ends i try to sleep but could not. cry*baby* starts. Missing you so badly. But lucky lorr your first aid dressing,smell it and i fall asleep. Today i wake up,abg amy bought nasi campor.SEDAPP!heh..mcm biase today kemas here and there till 4plus. Mandi and start to blog.I super bored at home. I try to make myself busy.Wonder what you are doing there? And i also tot if tomorrow im not lazy,will ask afi to company me swimming.:) ok till now.Hope you will read this and you will also put an entry ya.

PS: I love You,missing you

Nabila Fairos

back blogging

2008-09-25T01:33:00.003+08:00

Huge changes have been happening in my life. this is the year i turn 19. each day ends when i go to sleep and the next thing i will do is get up and get to school. which start at 830 in the morning and ends at 6 in the evening. then i gotta rush to work. will be reaching at 7. work till 11. and there goes my monday. next day get up go school. as usual... starts at 830. ends at 6. off to work. finish at 11. and its goes over and over again. unless its the OFF day. yeah off day.. its where i get to reflect on what ive done for the week.. sit at home? out with biyuu.? or meet the gang.. i need a break. a long satisfying break from the urban jungle.. its driving me nuts.. recently heard news from bob. he got retrenched. thats ugly bro.. had a bad misunderstanding with my only elder one. and im thinking.. how do we resolve this current issue.. its so hard when he starts accusing me of something i did not do!. damn.. that sucks.. its 1.42 . today is a thursday.. sure hope everyone enjoyed their day. happy thursday guys.

it really sucks to be me right now.

changbikedit

2008-05-25T01:26:00.002+08:00

waiting for biyuu to reach..cant wait to see him.
although im sleepy..:p
soo happy today........
(no.1) its our 1 year anniversary, love you biyuu!
(no.2) cant wait to go kk hospital tgk MUHD AKID ANAQI..
biyuu cpat la smpai..ngntok babey!!
and and i almost forget, i have to buy cake for afi..

baby in the house

2008-05-24T18:46:00.002+08:00

weee....
baby in the house..im lovin it!! :)
welcome home Muhd Akid Anaqi..
and before i forget, happy belated bdae to Muhd Afi Idraki..
Akid was born on 20080525
Afi was born on 20010525
haha..next year they will celebrate together..
and sorry afi..this year tk dpt buat bdae k..kn adek baru kua..

youfuckingbitch

2008-05-23T21:20:00.006+08:00

Sometimes i really dun understand wat kind of guy r u!!haiz..
crazy bitch guy.
can u mind your fucking business!huh..
maybe mak kau tk yg buat nasi kangkang pat bapak kau..!!!haha
if your not happy with me!
talk to me!
be a man la dude!!

OPERATING HOURS

2008-02-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

okay. just now wanted to exchange a cash cheque with cash.
so the day before i check bank closes at 5.
SSOOO..
i went there with bob.
at around three i left home.
when i got there the old auntie was standing at the counter.
she told me.
solly Ah. close at 3 tharty ah.hahaha..
WTH.
i cud barely understand wad she said.
better yet she was laughing when she told me to come back in the morning.
AND ANIWAE! i reached at 340.
thats like 10 mins la.
chilled at HUB with bob..
then meet biyyuu..
we go work..
tmr valentine..
wad shall i buy for her.....
HMMMMM....
:)

the last goodnight - pictures of you

2008-02-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

was studying night before for QC test.
i felt like this subject was the most important subject of all.
i focused on studying this subject really hard.
but when i heard franz ferdinand song played on air,
i recalled of the times when me bob rafian rizal and ming shen went jamming!
ming its ur fav song..
so if u lonely
u noe im here waiting for u
im just a crosshair
im just that shot away from u.
DAMN man...
lets jam dudes.. i miss u guys..
and where the hell are u mingshen....
after test got lecture.
attended lecture and went to work.
biyuu came and fetch me.
i love u !:)
goodnight people..

TTEHH MISS.

2008-01-31T00:36:00.000+08:00

yeahh... i forgot that we watched the mist.
i cudn't tell wad wil happen next.
because basically.
my brother said that stephen king's shows are all unpredictable.
and as wad others said, the ending was very stupid.!
"ur in the middle of nowhere, u can't see anyting in the mist. five people are in the car. u've got 4 bullets left,ur car has ran out of petrol,and monsters are roaming the streets of singapore waiting to eat u up."
WAD WILL U DO??

2008-01-31T00:23:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder how they score their A's
while im only scoring a D..
does he decide where each and every one of his followers be in the future?
hmm..
what type of job will i get in the future?
IN singapore,
its either u get a job or u'll be worthless.
exams are coming..
just now went to ate dinner with my darling and off to work.
you accompanied me at work!
I LOVE YOU!
bobby bobby.
when will we meet again?
lets go out..
i wan to club!

shakalamang's back.

2008-01-29T10:30:00.000+08:00

hey.. its been quite awhile..
ive been busy with work and laziness just won the better side of me.
work sleep school girlfren.
there a was a time where i almost lost my teenage life..
when we found out it was just a delayed problem.
i remembered the time when me bob and rafian were out together eating seafood at east coast
and had a sheesha session together over at al- something.
and damn rafian u were right!
TURKISH PPL LIKES LINKIN PARK. haha
okayy. so psp mods are up to 3.80
u can even listen to internet radio.
its rather cool but i don think i have time for that mwahaha..
will try to update.
maybe every tuesday at this computer lab?
perhaps..
okay guys whenever theree's an oting just holla !
aite?
see ya soon.

split shifts..

2007-09-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

tonight just came back from work at 12..
replaced sum1 at work..
will be startting at 10..
end at 3 then got break for 3 hours.
if this botak jones is at a shopping centre i can at least spend my time in there.
but its in a coffeeshop!
whree the hell am i gonna find a shopping centre..
now at com put games in psp,
then go sleep..
tmr sahur!
SELAMAT BERPUASE TO ALL..
puasa tau jgn tk puasa. hehe

2007-09-05T03:31:00.000+08:00

happy Belated teachers day.
HA!
bored uh .. suddenly have thoughts about mdm wai lay quin.
shes a damn good teacher..
im so sure the rest of the batches after me appreciate her !
Hhmmm.. i bet every1 wil say shes good if i were to ask about her..
now im working at amk..
coffeeshop at block 608..
coffeeshop pon coffeeshop la..
at least my pay is 7 bucks!
TUUUU HUUUUU!!!!
haha..
im just bored..
thats all. :D

if i could work my ass off!

2007-08-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

now its the hols for me..
exams are over.
what a relieve.
k day after my exams went to start work at BOTAK jones.
lets re cap..
the crowd rabak..
tk bole tashan..
but overall luckily i can wear crocs.
if not kaki saket la BOI!.
at least tk KTM..
LOL!!!
the food... ivve tried chicken
nice.. da tapau bawa balik ruma pon sedap..
not bad la huh..
first day work at 5 to 11.
the next day work at 10!morning....-_-
mangkok kan.. so must leave home at 845... gile boi!
jatoh boy!!
now my nose is blocked!!!
next working day is sunday...

I MISS MY BIYUUU.....

whatshewants

2007-08-22T21:22:00.000+08:00

i do not understand ..
i don like to sit at home..
alone at home.
theres nothing more to do..
the only thing i can do is to study.
my mechanics and automatic control paper are coming..
soo..
i need to study real hard.
and pray that i will score.
hmm...
now waiting for Rahsia Perkahwinnan to start.
i find the show interesting.
till then ppl....
bubbyee..

biyubiyu..:)

its been awhile

2007-08-11T13:39:00.000+08:00

ytd took two tests.
ive studied and tried my best.
no regrets..
today's mum going off to germany at 10.
sending her to the airport..
three weeks without mum at home.
imagine if three weeks without PARENTS at home?
WOOW WOWW WEE..

carrom

2007-08-04T01:41:00.001+08:00

played carrom at rafian's place..
okay la..
so long never play..
did not lose.
did not win all. :D
went home around 1130 .
called, but i think she got tired waiting.
haaa..
went straight home..
now im blogging..
stomach cramps!!

yess??

2007-08-03T16:50:00.000+08:00

exams are coming.
i hate studying but i have no choice..
came home early today..
planned to go play carrom..
but
ahh nvm..
okay will stay home and study?
enjoy ppl.

one and half hour at town.. ALONE..

2007-08-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

day before wan slept at my place as he did not school today..
soo i woke up ard 7 plus..
bath,rest on my bed to waiting for him to bath.
i accidentally slept..
woke up and found out that wan was sleeping also!
it was already 945..
I OFFICIALLY SKIP MY LAST MATH LECTURE..
im dead..
got change and went to school for presentation..
gueesss wadd..
i was late and the fucking lectureer said that your group will present next WEEK!
GOSH!! so i must come next week only for his fucking lesson..
fucking waste my time!
after dat went to eat den went to lib to study..
around 245 went back to lecture hall to take the common test.
it was not so difficult and not so easy..
EASy to say its AVERAGE...
and this msn popup thingy is irritating.. im blogging and i cant read my post. shit!
after test wanted to go interview at flash n splash as rafian claimed that there is an opening.
wanted to make sure, i bought today's NEWPAPER at somerset..
realising that it was only an opening for full-time JOB!!
gawsshh waste my time onyy..
then rafian told me he wanted to get a new wallet at town.
so i waited for 1 1/2 hours at cineleisure..
ate alone of course..
that place was crowded with people eating ALONE...
i felt so in their gang..
shit.. rafian came..
scavenged the whole town in search of his wallet.
finally he got he one he wanted..
and it was the one we saw at the first shop.
GAWSH...
soo after dat took 190 home... dats all folks..

i hate it when we quarrel.

down down down DOWN...

2007-07-31T17:49:00.000+08:00

haha. talib2 .... mcm mane la bole jadi gini... kesian kao..
seems like whatever he does. doesnt seem to work out..
they are the ones who wil regret pian..
cheer up duddee...
take NR3 or 190 to my house.. we can talk and chill.. :D

mee bandung TAWAR (bitter)

2007-07-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

im still wondering... how do i get the data for the weight of a toothbrush.. gimme some answers can? :D
soo just now went out to sha2's place cause there is a gathering and FOOD-VAGANZA..
ate mee bandong but not nice leh... haha..
no mood to eat anymore,went down and study.
she did her maths and i copied notes from keith's math's notes..
DAMN!!!
super difficult to read and write sia..
struggled to copy.
and tmr im going to ask keith some questions..
now im bored!
BYE!

supper with keith idah

2007-07-29T11:09:00.000+08:00

ytd we were out doing our project at cck mac..
i tot we were goin to do the project until two or three..
ended up upon giving out jobs to do,me keith idah walked back to keith's house.
he went up to take his car key and drove off finding fooddd...!
first we went to boon lay's nasi lemak place.
the queue was so long..
i was too lazy to queue so keith suggested thhat we ate at al-azhar.
off we go to bukit timah find a slot in the carpark..
me and keith ate rice.
idah ate fried noodles..
there we were talking about idah's life.
about how she wwas so stubborn for not leaving that guy..
and what's gonna happen if she goes out with a foreigner who appears to have liked her since the day he started working at swensens.. haha
very funny la..
now im suppose to do my measurements on the project..
i think im going to bath first.. hehe
till then ppl!

AMBER IS THE COLOR OF THE ENERGY...

ps: i miss u...:)

spiderPIG2 does whatever spiderPIG does.!!

2007-07-28T02:22:00.000+08:00

catch simpsons the movie with darling.
at cathay..
over all i give it 3/5..
cause simpsons plays half an hour for every episode..
so imagine watching it for an hour and the half..
after dat went to marina square still figuring out what to do after the movie..
at last i bought mango frap at stars-for-bucks and she got choc chip frap..
walked at esplanade talked bout how we met. and how did i won her heart.
quite funny la. i also dunno how did i manage to touch her..LOL..
but anyways.. darlingsss... i love u very much.. :D
she's been having headaches everyday..
some say high blodd pressure some say not enuff sleep.
i dunno leii.. wanna accompany go doc dowan..
im really pissed that u still care about what will that guy think of u..
although u noe that im here for u.
i do not like this..
its either me or him la..
HAIZ......
now im at home blogging..
i feel so alone now..:( :(

STOMPING the yardddd

2007-07-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

today finished class at 1..
went back straight cause i was so hungry..
went to my aunt's place to eat rizee with rojak bandong.
vehhh nice lehh... haha..
after dat went home and watch stomp the yard..
the show was great.
then lie down and i dozed off.. till 7 30..
woke up wash up..
study..
dude.. i need to buck up... studies are easy if u practice...
everyday 5 hours of study.. one day one subject..
pls gawd help me get thru poly with a good dip to go universitY!

mama im sorry bout the bill :(

2007-07-25T19:52:00.000+08:00

its official. my farking bill is 580...
gawd..
shit happens u noe.
bored..
watch teevee.
BYE!

2007-07-24T20:50:00.000+08:00

back from my aunts place! makan.. :D and my darling was online.. finally! hehe.. ok just now school was bored! damn bored.. slept during class. i think im growing fatter every second.. hmph.. damn dude.. why! ok now im just chatting. with wan at my house.. transfer some psp game.. and chill. bye!

2007-07-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

today went to school early!! wow gitu kan.. soo classes as per usual.. until 5 plus then took bus to houg. meet shasha and took train to novena .. wanted to check out velocity mall. it was kinda small though.. ate at mos burger. the hotdog was nice.. i ate the cheeseburger she ate the hotdog..did her math homework and we met her cuz at the information counter. bought fr her cheeeseburger and we chilled at seats outside velocity mall. strawberry with white choc filling was nice.. thank u honey! :D after dat ard 10 went home.. till then ... DAAAA!!!!

MY weekends..

2007-07-22T22:06:00.001+08:00

sat... i was with her we were at vivo when i called bob. we promised to meet at vivo. ended up bob went to town with her cuzzy.. so we took train back to dhoby ghaut, and met bob at marina square.. his cousin.......my comments: last time she used to be so slim.. but now, hmpH! likeme orredi uh.. haha... too bad lor. dats for eating all those craps in skewl. :P ate snacks and went to catch fireworks.. soon rafian came.. and after him was eek.. rafian was so choosy at talking to gerls. dude! u don even wanna talk to bob's cuzzy? im just saying that we must be fair rite. when we r out redii might as well communicate loR!!(no offence bro) fireworks started and few idiots step into mud.. haha.. lucky i was not one of the idiots.. then we went to 711 to buy drinks.. got appletini..very nice.. quite strong.. then my bro fetched us from marina square to celebrate his gf's bdae at mount faber. very nice place.. sang bdae song. she got a blow job! haha.. okay.. then we grew tired.. and went back home.. tmr morning.. BLAJA ugame.. hmph! there goes my pahala... then went to grandma's place was so bored. and so hot! go home met map at my void deck, ate mcspicy burger. then then then... went to causeway point with family.. now im blogging .. and learning how to shuffle! melbourne style! HAHA LOL

2007-07-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

to think that i wanted to wait for three years..i wish i cud...today is so boring.. wetn to bob's place and chill... ate watch tv played bass and went home.

FIRDAY NIGHT IM AT HOME! DUDE!

2007-07-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

today in the morning it was raining heavily. so "over" slept till 10.. then went to school around 11 plus. reach yck, decided to go back to chinese gardento meet bob to go for interview at vivo city. soo i head back to jurong east. slept the whole journey..my brown ASS was hot and hard.. woke up at j.e and saw a lady.. she was cute. i think she was looking at me bcos when i woke up to find her right infront of me, she looked away.. HAHA.. fat hope fat-ass.. so alight-ed and took the train to chinese garden.. met bob there and went to vivo. interviewed at a thai rest. called THAI ACCENT... cool place.. very strong lemon grass smell.. soothing ...:D after dat accompanied bob to apply at NYDC orchard road.. he got the job and will b starting this monday if im not wrong. DAMN! den walked to city hall just to go penin.. thanks for not having enough money in ur EZ link yeah bob.. chilled then went back home.. dats all for today!

2007-07-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm... todayy.. went skool studied 2nd order derivative.. mathematics.. very tough..but manageed to work it out.. after math was semestral project.. was supposed to hand in a drawing but i only gave him a piece of block. which is total CRAP.. he gave a chance to finish our drawings by next week. so far ive did the cutter, holeandclip, clip.. hope i'll still remember where to continue from next week.. finished school went home to eat.. then went out to vivo city to go for job interview at secret recipe.. coming back tmr for the interview as just now i just filled the application form. BUT. seems like bob got a better job offer at NYDC.. 5.50 per hour.. now hes making sure whther there is stil vacancies for me and him.. i wan to work andget better pay.. after filled application form went to meet biyuu.. read bout cocktails in the lib.. from black russian to purple haze to while lady.. very cool.. conferm sedap! :) then ate oreo choc mint cake at HAN's... then took bus to woodlands to meet bob. he just finished watching harry potter..chiiled then went home.. tiillll then ppl.. good nighttt...

2007-07-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

SCORPIO MAN

A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt andalways feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding so negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man . He absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain. He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confusedfeeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it to make things happen and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help themselves before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who mostly achieved his goal in life.Once he sets his mind for something, he will put all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not it is a small matter or a big project. One of the most success man in all the Zodiac. He is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. He hates thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not retreat or rest for long,for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched. If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and relationship and will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty she is. He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have any bad thought, and willnot hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight forward sincere man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over sensitive person, try not to ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even you might not be ableto take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat (and you are fat), hewill say "yes, as big as a balloon". He makes such comments because he cares for you, so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him. If he says "you look pretty today", you can be proud because he will not say such think just to please you if he does not really mean it. There will be both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If you are in love this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back time. He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends.He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend. He is a complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is thinking or when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space. He memorize everything well. You may say something that you already forgotten, but he will remember every words. He wants to be respected and admired and at the same time he does not like people to have power over him. When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and simple woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting and able to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like a woman who sits around waiting for his call.

i wan a date with DREW BARRYMORE

2007-07-16T03:01:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm....... today was better than yesterday.. went to bob's place in the morn, eat sleep watch videos.. after that went to collect my LAST pay at the stupid indonesian rest. its like the boss is taking advantage of the workers.. fucking chinese. (no offence) off to mustafa centre to buy an ALARM clock. they are tred of waking me up. they claim that i am too much..yada3.. ate chicken bacon strips and drank blue sparkling juice. nice!.. but too bad the place was infested by black people! haha.. in the train something super embarrasing happend.bob set my alarm clock to ring at 11.55 PM! so on the way home in the train the clock rang! i was super embarrased.. bob had to pay for his SINS.....reached home talked to MROL. super sweet. i love u ! :) the best great thing is.. the movie MY DATE WITH DREW was on.. so didnt noe wad to do, i watched it.. it was super sweet mann.. to pursue ur lifetime dream by risking his own future.. he spent a total of 1100 bucks just to make it happen within 30 days... yes he did get an opportunity to meet drew but he was speechless and he gave her a very weak handshake..not giving up, he set up a website www.mydatewithdrew for all to see and hopefully drew gets to visit it too.. his efforts paid off.. drew visite the website and she was so flatterreddd.. gawd.. shes damn hot! HAHA... now im sleeppyyy... good night !

saturday- OFF-day

2007-07-15T02:33:00.000+08:00

im unemployed, semi-broke, aching from cramps, having sudden pimple 'attack'... tmr i told them i was working from 12 till 10..im jamming over at ruffian's place..now im busy! buhbye!

i love u baby

2007-07-14T02:18:00.001+08:00

this blog's dead for months.! finally i updated..today's friday 13tH! my laptop's screen was pixel_lated but when i switch it on infront of my mum, it was okay. waste of time.. ytd went to airport with bob to meet his fren.. ended up we were looking at planes at terminal 1 and 2. grab a bite at polar, and we got tired of walking. so sat at macD to eat. the place was quiet.its a very good place to study. nyahhaa.. to o level and n level students. the airport is the last best place for u guys to study.. :D till then i shal keep this updated.

2007-05-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

season 2?? DOPE!.. waiting for the season 3 manss.. watched two episodes in school.. the rest at home.. every prisonbreak day is a stay home and enjoy day! mcm wow gitu.. im just gonna talk now.. bye!

2007-05-03T00:14:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY.. HAPPY 18TH BDAE TO RAFIAN..MAY HE GET HIS DRIVING LICENSE ASAP... today class ended early. 1130 dismissed. so went back home. planned to eat at aunt's place. ended up slack at home. 2 plus went out to meet bob. i've sold off my guitar because i need the money urgently... after collecting money went to meet deena at HMV.. checked out ben SHERMANs at paragon, then went to bukit panjang.. met rafian and just lepak... lepak oso no mood bcos my heart does not feel right! sooo went home early.. reached ard 930 realising that my hp was dead. so switched on and charge it. finally got the msg i was waiting for. i tink too much!!! now im bored! BYE!

2007-05-02T03:27:00.000+08:00

today's plan was a total failure. labour day means PH. PH means can jam all day. BUT. the bloody bass is in ITE clementi.. GOsh.. i was so fucked.. tried calling other people to borrow bass. but cudnt get anyone.. haizz.. so off to rafian's house took a guitar and play.. it's totally different. i miiss my bass. mama! went back home late wanted to do project ended up fell asleep.. out of the blue, midi came to my house together with abg. he caught a video, and tickled my nipps! gosh.. terperanjat! .. so.. after dat i continued to do my project.. now im gonna watch soccer.. woohoo.

2007-04-29T00:42:00.000+08:00

im just so happy with my psp.. playing games while updating! woohoo... too bad tmr ive got something on in the morning.. :( so no games till 12.. any plans tmr ppl? im dead bored staying home..

2007-04-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

finally blogskin changed... now im updating! okae.. day by day lotsa tings happen.. but i dont know whether im doing things the right way... ive just got another problem..they come and go..lets face it..no one in this life is perfect... now im just gonna lay down and rest my bloody eyes.. they are sleepy and my nose is running like a fire hose.. SHIT.

2007-04-24T12:15:00.000+08:00

FUHH... lotsa things have been happening... too little time to update.. too lazy to update.. HMPH!.. i'll change everything here before i start updating again.. BUHbyee..

2007-03-14T01:41:00.001+08:00

BLOGGER DA SORT. UPDATE MANY2 THEN NO CONNECTION!

2007-03-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

hey ppl this is my new layout specially made by MINGx2 . its cool man.. obey the GIANT... cool or wad~~ thanks ah ming.. lol.. btw.. just now i went out to meet map's fren.. we were talking about some business. after that, went to meet bob and mingshen at queensway.. bob bought a stud for his piercing and i bought one for map.. before buying the studs, we went to eat at this chinese shop.. the curry gravy is so damn nice. lol..after buying the studs we went to meet PIT at boon lay.. omg hes so different now.. National Service really slim him down.. bad ly... marvellous la! went there sit awhile talk2 crap.. cangkul la . gudang la .. ok wadeva. then headed to clementi by bus. mingshen bob and i were laughing our ass off. we told each other stupid fucking lame jokes.. haha.. ok met azmeer dian rizal at clementi to play pool.. after pool session go home.. just now i found out map was involved in an accident. it was not that bad.. so still waitting for him to call or lepak. ok need to call redi!.. hmmm... i admire u. : ))

2007-03-04T00:57:00.000+08:00

ytd we went to electrico concert and damn they were good. jyeah.. we are not made in america!.. red white but without the blue... lol. pictures taken will be posted later. NOW. im so bored at home. cant believed i could spend one saturday staying home.. hurhur... slept the day off.. went down to accompany abg wash bike then continued sleeping at home... woke up and found out manu's match was almost half time. after eating, watched the match and went down to meet iswandy.. when the father doesnt go malaysia.. we ppl don smoke.. haiyoo.. so just played some
card games with is and went back .. thats all for today and tmr ive got to wake up at 8. religious classs.... ok pictures..

2007-03-02T03:08:00.000+08:00

finally exams are over.. i think i studied hard for this one. in the morning i was lying down watching tv.. when i told myself i shud b studying, i really forced my self. hurhur.. so did past year paper and packed up ready to take the exam!. for me the paper was quite difficult la.. bcos i always have the feeling that ill forget the formula.. gosh! i need to sing to calm myself down! .. ended up i spot one mistake.. instead of adding the two elements i decided to multiply it.. ohs mys gawdss.. one point loss.. and bcos of dat the rest of the question is wrong.. OBVIOUSLI.. okay. after exam went to holland V met up with ming... the salesgirls there were hot man.. gawd... i kept eyeing on one.. hair combed back,shoulder length.. very cute! dark colored contacts.. wow.. nice.. but too bad. really low self esteem so did not have the courage to utter a single word when she said hey ur fren is looking for u. i onli stared at her.! dang i was stupid.. okay nvm dat... i bought my self a shirt. very nice.. so cheap! man.. shud have brought more money along ... dang! so after dat we went to clementi to look for shoes. LOAFERs.. its cool though.. but the problem is i don have slim fit pants or jeans.. i wanna get one.. ! okay tmr im gonna watch ELECTRICO live at NUS.. ppl say its their last performance before they go abroad...

ELECTRIC----O!

2007-02-20T14:57:00.000+08:00

okayy... friday mok and is went overseas. holiday ttrip. found out rizal werks fri sat sun mon... i didnt know wad to do next. went to my auntt's place to eat then she told me we r having chalet on sat sun mon... OOUHH KAYY!! finally i can keep myself busy! lol.. had great fun there.. totally forgot about my upcoming exams.. teeeheee.. swam at the adult pool for a few laps and im totally exhausted.. played catch the ball "monkey" in the baby pool.. too lazy to go out so we did not go to escape and wildwildwet... some ppl just dont know how to respect others. how can they block the way when ppl are carrying heavy load? stupid ryt? some pics!

CUTE

HAPPY FAMILY

LOIKE SUTUN

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

MAKAN...

DLM LORRY.

SWEET EHHHH.. ;P

smile or wad~~

ATTACK OF THE MOSQUITS

THE GATES.

WAITING FOR THE RIDE.

THATS ALL FOLKS.....

2007-02-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

survey: 3 YES 5 NO..
tuning to: I Just Wanna Be Close To You - Maxi Priest..

my head is round so kalo botak it will look funny... i dowan cut redi.. i wonder how will life be when im in ns? hhah dats later . now i wann enjoy life.. finally i msg-ed the right gerl.. i forgot her name so sent msgs to the gerls.. name shasha lives hougang .. age 17.. nice... ok.. its time to move on .. i think.. ill try.. good luck shah ... tmr der's class at 8.. hmm.. lab clas.. don feel like going but. no choice .. must really buck up redi... ook good night!

tuning in to: BLink 182- Adams song

2007-02-08T17:14:00.000+08:00

ytd went to study with is and mingshen.. ended up my following my brother to mustafa centre.. went there to buy myself a new calculator. seems like my parents are just giving me allowance but i must divide equally for myself.. a calculator already cost me twenty bucks.. i need to feed my hamsters that adds on to another 10 bucks.. bougt mmc for 15 dollars.. im gona b broke by 15 feb!. thats like only half a month.. wad am i gonna do ? find werk when exams are just two weeks away? any suggestion ? i tink i shud werk.. ive got a place for me to work .. its up to me to go for it. lets talk bout a girl i met ytd.. actually we were in contact a few months back. but i dunno wads up wth me. my heart sticks to one.. so ytd we met.. its was my brother's girlfren punye adik sdare.. (my brhter's girlfren's cousin.) get it ? .... she was hot.. she wore white and so did i... haha.. wad a coincidence.. didnt spoke a word because my brother wad dere. der;s just dis thing between me and my bro. we cant do things privately when we are 'DAT ' close.. he was drivinig.. ad she was sitting behind him.. i didnt have the guts to even say a word to her.. but she was hot.. and that s her nt me... bye..

2007-02-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

today went school at 11 and did EPC test.. super difficult for me lah..but manage to copy.. when am i gonna revise? after EPC went to eat lunch..wanted to go for lecture butt.. errmm... lazy la.. i just need notes .. exams are just three weeks away. must start studying..

2007-02-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

can we update blogs using our mobile? it willl be easier and i can even do it in the toilet. haha.. any one have any idea ? ? ok today went to class for lab test just fucking two hhours of work and can go home?? lame siakk.. after dat met kiki and bob at her place ..we ate chilled.. KARAOKE.... so long since i sang .. sumbang plak tu.. tk bole tashan... and her mum cooks good food. but .. after a week staying over at her house u may gain WEIGHT.. 6 oclock eat.. 730 got pisang goreng.. 830 more or less to 9, ate DINNER... too bad they cooked oredi.. so no choice.. haha... eat and eat.. kenyang giler.. mangken boncet aku .. ard 930 reached boon lay and met up with faz.. but too bad kiki couldnt join bcos her guy is some sorta control freak.. but cannot blame him.. hes in NS . and kiki is outside.. i undastan u.. but im not thta type which backstabs FRENS>... mayb i did tat before.. but put the past behind.. i know some ppl don trust me.. even though years of frenship.. they can trust me 100 percent when it comes to girls.. im not handsome neither am i macho.. so wad to worry guys? im ur fren la .... don worri... played cards and not aware aof the time,imissed my last train home. shit.. took bus from boon lay to chi garden den continue in taxi.. a bit cheaper la.. 9 bucks.. went home and update my blog.. hey.. at least my poly frens now understand my feelings.. i was surprised when she apologise to me for not accepting my apology.. pls tell me how to update via mobile.. im willing to try..

2007-01-28T01:45:00.000+08:00

omg im so depressed. maybe poly life has change me a lot. ive been mixing with more ladies then guys. :(
im so sorry la. i did not do it on purpose.. she did not reply any of my apologies. and i found out being the bad one. wonder how many other ppl or frens have been talking bout me. im so sorry ....

2007-01-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

today my REAL plan was to work at national stadium. while watching soccer.. a few setbacks made me cancel the trip. ok ferst is my family is having gathering (bbq) at my aunt's place. next is .. ming shen told me the pay is $5 per hour. but they will start at 7. briefing from 330.. dats onli like two hours of work.. wahlao.. bcos i "planned" to work, i did not get myself a ticket. now.. no work no ticket.. ended up at my aunts place.. bbq was fine. my cousin was der. very difficult to meet her in gatherings nowadays. se's always working. i miss her la .. haha so we behave like some 12 year old. although shes already 19 and im tunring 18 soon.. i love all my cousins.. ; ))
now im at home feeling kinda bad for leaving keisha alone at school and not treating her to a meal bcos she forgot to bring her wallet dat day ..feel so guilty.. haiyo amaa... i remember her saying she forgot to bring her wallet. and i ignored her? wahlao.. aniwae.. im so sorry la.. really... this wed i treat u eat! ..i have a very low self esteem. :(

2007-01-26T00:28:00.000+08:00

its been so long since i visited my dear2 wahidah's blog... hmm looks like things never gonna end between him n her.. haha.. pity these ppl..today . i went all the way to temasek poly ppl!! ... just to play soccer.. temasek poly is known as the "UR FREE TO SMOKE ANYWHERE IN THE CAMPUS"... hhaah.. i was shocked to see a guy wearing just boxers while smoking. after a stick he carried on playing soccer. gawd.. evening time we sat at the benches and got changed.. unfortunately. mok lost his PSP.. either he misplace it in class or .. THOSE f***ing myanmars stole it .. hes going to fix things up by tmr.. on the way back home. we played taiti in the train.. to our suprise, one old lady got from her seat because she thought we were gambling. MY GAWDD... she was lamee... it was a long journey but the cards kept us company.. now im doing my work/ talking to bobby/ blogging/ laughing while bllog hopping. dats all!

2007-01-22T14:35:00.000+08:00

VINTAGE ROCK BAR ppl. nice gig . but too bad only a small crowd attended the gig.. the bands were seven falls, intricate sonority, seven pound vein, deputy siren and last but not least deux EX machina!... i was there working ... but the fucking sister of bob sayd that we didnt do any shit there. wad the fark .. it was an all out work day man .. wanted to get the pay by night . INSTEAD it was push forward to another day .. wadafak. so after the gig we went drinking at istana park ..niceee... FINNLAANNDDIIIAA...... okkk... yada yada yada.... bob .. GONE. eek. GONE. left me and rizal. around 530 i slept. rizal set his alarm clock, slingED all the bags onto himself and went to sleep. i woke up around 630 knowing that bob was already awake.. the sudden ache of the stomach made me wank a whole load of shit in dhoby ghaut's toilet.. man it was nice letting it all go... hahahha... after that took first train home and slept! thats all. the day after went to meet rizal is and mingshen ... we lepak at a nearby coffeeshop playing cards and talking cock.ard 1045 went home and go online... all the way till 4.. wireless modem installed babe! how cud i not b online?????? hahhahaha .. now im in bob's house using skynetglobal's connection... macdonalds?? haha.. chillinggg............

2007-01-20T10:32:00.000+08:00

yedterday planned to get my pants altered then go catch a movie with dian and frens.. ended up after i got my pants altered i went to supremecourt to just sit and chill. took quite a number of pictures . oh i love those pics.. the guys who were wit me are. wahidah ming shen iswandy and me of course. around 6 30 we took mrt to clementi and met ernie azimah and two of her frens. accompanied them to eat then we're off to rizal's void deck..slacked until 10 30 then took 188 home. :)

2007-01-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

This blog wasn’t updated since EVER. God. Whats the use of having a blog then ? haha. Nothing much to update. Only that ive just finished my C PROGRAMMING project! I did my work and im so happy!.a few amendments by the lecturer and im done. After projects itss common tests. SHIT. Next week theres two. The week after next one more!..so troublesome. Poly poly.. I miss secondary. Seems like after we split poly and ite. Things were going smooth between us. But NOW! We seldom meet. Do u even have the passion to skate again ? haizzzz….. kawan2….. mrajok ah hamba .. dulu bile tk ajak die die mrajok mcm gegerl.. skrg..but no offence ah . ppl are busy. So. Patience ah . anyway this Saturday im working at ZEAL factor’s events gig .and after that bob planneed to lepak.. so hope that u will join ah babe.. gua rindud sama lu ah .. lets talk about the week. On Monday, finish school at 12 and went homw do project with ming. Design student and manufact student do project together? Haha. He does his work I did my own work. Encountering some problems. We made our way to the nearest seven eleven and ming took his dinner. Lepak for awhile and I went home continuing my work. On Tuesday, MY CURRENT PLAN WAS to go penin and alter my pants. And my dear2 fren accidentally sleep.! Gawd……. Ok fine.. he sleeps I go wit ming. But fucked up ming didn’t wanna go as a pair. So we just lepak at home! Booooorrrriiinnng…Wednesday January 17 2007, suppose to skate but ended up the weather was against us. Too bad.. skate for a while at basement and headed home! .. finally im updating… seee ya.

2006-11-26T01:45:00.000+08:00

its been long since i updated my blog. lets start with BAND CAMP. i really miss my memories in yusof ishak.. 6 years in pri school and 4 years in sec school. ppl must go on.. : (
on the first day of band camp , me rafian and bob were jamming inside the percussion room as usual! ... DOPE shit man., we really enjoyed time spent together ... guys ur the best... after the 1-hour of jamming in one enclosed room where u can barely move, we just slacked in the music room. its inda lame to see only 20 ppl in the band ...where did everybody go? there's only four percussionists. 1 on the snare, 1 on quads, 1 on cymbals and 1 on bass drum . how are u suppose to create beats that will guide the whole band ? LAME ! !

fast forward to ytd...ming shen slacked at my house till 6 then we went skating at 188..nice..continued late night skating at a concrete vert just opposite block 188 at bb. we were skating when a glass bottle broke just inches away from my feet. if it were to hit me on the head. dat will be the end of shah...its either i forget my past or become a vegetable or better still R.I.P...immidiately we scrammed..went to the skatepark near expressway.. DOPE SHIT..didnt get the hang of going down the ramp cos was busy talking . :( must try next time...

today.. just hang out. dats about all. pics ..

bob i LOVE you. hahahaha

syakirah bob AIN rafian. SO CUTE ..

i was so pissed when i saw this inside clementi's toilet.
singapore is so safe yet ppl do this kind of shit.
wad the hell is happening to us? pls respect...
WE'RE SUPPOSE TO BE LIVING IN HARMONY.
REGARDLESS OF RACE AND RELIGON . FUCK !

2006-11-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

finally my hp is sent for repair. i hope it will be back perfect. if not im really going to regret buying n73. . didnt go to school today. because i think going to school for an hour is just waasting time. anyway uts maths tutorial.. i'll be sleeping in class..i have been craving for macdonald's hotcakes since saturday.. didnt get to buy cos i woke up late. damn.! today went to causeway point with my nurse fren rafian / ahmad / ruffian / gaylord focker / jembreng .. haa.. tmr school starts at 8 finish at 3. collect phone evening . the lady attended to our phone is one cute / booty.. she likes my theme... wow..haa... told her to get it from www.ownskin.com.. hope she gets it . and be sure that ur working tmr !!! haa... see yu thereeee.....

2006-11-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

i regret buying n73. carl zeiss lens is good. 3.2 megapixels is superb. but comes to lag, camera corrupted, and so on i cannot tolerate. ur suppose to work! shit ..earlier on quarrelled withh mom about warrranty card. "shah if u choose not to take the receipt as the warranty then u don go and repair." im like... they do have a warranty card mama !... (hulkster joins.) " if u buy from singtel u must take singtel receipt and show it to the nokia care center.."ok..they are not making any sense . im like 17 already. i should know all this shits.couldnt bother so just stepped out of the house and went skating with rizal azmeer BulaN... haha.. i suffer from lummps on my shin. that piece of wood with four wheells hit on the same spot thrice. .. im in pain !! .... just got up and start to skate again . .ppl im FAT ! yes i am ... someone help me .

2006-11-12T23:14:00.000+08:00

on saturday my cuzzies came over to my house .. mingshen was waiting for me to skate at basement. so .. got ready and met them to skate. soon rizal came aand iswandy brought along his cousin. her name is RATU. cute .. rambot kerenteng mcm abg sdare die jugak..around 10 plus we made our way to clementi and met kak lya. she treated us drinks . calculated amount : 43 bucks. to spend tym with my onli frens is wad i wanna do most. they are the ones u treasure and the ones who will be with u when ur down . most important is ur parents lar .. while drinking we raced each other one round of skating . i can still get on the board and paddle myself. but when i look back, i saw rizal lying on the ground . got back to the spot and saw ming lying down on the board holding his cellphone. gave me the phone and i foud out that he have been msging her ... but not a reply from her . i was so mad that he still sms her behind our back. wad's over is over .. u cant expect her to come back loving u again , come on... after 4 hours,we took a cab home . i puked on the lift's corridor. i was super weak .. washed up and grabbed my lappy and got online..chat for awhile and slept. woke up ard 5 plus and saw macdonald's hot cakes. haha.. my bro orderedd from macdnalds. took some and went back to sleep... MALMsteen rocks.!

2006-11-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

so restless. stayed at home for a whole day makes me feel like sleeping and eating.. just expect the best for tmr. hope everything's fine. if im no more than a fren to u, treat me like one . ignore. i'll do my best to help myself. here are some pics.

drummer ... patrick johansen.

vocalist doug white..

more malmsteen pics ....

bassist keyboardist guitar god doug white patrick

2006-11-11T01:28:00.000+08:00

malmsteen's concert was one hell of a nite... got myself malmsteen's own pick .. it was used by him.. imagine the power the skill that is pass thru that very own pick ... hhaaa... joking ...malsteen started the concert late.. made us waited for 30 to 45 mins .. but it was all worth it . to look at malmsteen pplay on dvd and LIVE is so different. he looks much thinner. although he has the tummy like mine .1! wohoo.. sizi doesnt matter.. all that matters is wothout music.. life will be a mistake.. one thing special about this artist is ..u can listen to him sweeping that damn fast on his guitar.. but actual fact when u look at his fingers.. they dont run as fast as the song do ... dat is so cool. got some pictures..

knocking on malmsteen's door.

greatwall of MARSHALLS! (vocals)

u dont get it do u ? shud have known better then to love you ! i hate myself for doing that.

2006-11-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my birthday. and i didnt get to celebrate it with family so .... wad are frens for ? mok is rizal met me at city hall and we went to marina square to find myself a watch .. i still want the levis watch but ... its gonna cost me hundred bucks.. can afford..but ... wouldnt wanna waste my money... so we went to famous brands..and i bought a pair of vans rowley 66/99 skat e shoe... DOPE ....ate dinner at LJ then went home ...today had class till 4 ... skipped lecture.. bored. dont think can eben concentrate for that module. must stop slacking. reach home, grabbed my precious and went down to skate. alone. nice. that is all.

please make things clear. why must u ruin my life? you just love me bcos u noe ill be there for u. i hate u .

2006-11-03T00:26:00.000+08:00

heyyss.. im so proud of myself..just now was skating with rizal azmeer mingshen bob rafian..so called the entangled tuesday re union..haha....tmr jamming at velvet...anyone wana tag along ? haha... nahh...dont think so ... we are just bunch of jam losers.. cant believe that its been two years since we formed this band..but i think all in all, there's so much room for improvement. all i need to do now is play my part...ytd went to watch yazid's band jamm..the bassist needs to listen to his amp. dont blame the cables... its because u do not know how to play the bass using fingers.. come on man ... ur playing doesnt coordinate with the guitars and drums... spoil the song... and one more thing.. get your keys right..thats all..

2006-10-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

my actual plan for yesterday's outing was to go out with fyfie only. but ...her boifren too possessive so i brought bob along...met wan at orchard mrt... dude u owe me 20 bucks yar.. went off to wisma and bought a ticket to YNGWIE MALMSTEEN's concert...so yeah .. off to cineleisure to get my bag...the bag was actually a pouch so the strap was shorter than expected.... tak jadi bli bag... ate at long john and saw sarinah ...prettier than before ..den as wad i expected. prince charming came to accompany fyfie. fyfie says hes facing family prob and more crap. u wanted US to meet yet u wan to do this to me ?shit u . after departure, we took106 to marina square. and i saw this t shirt. COOL...

shah:excuse me, can i get one of those.
bought it for only 30 bucks.. nice.. went to sit at marina square's BIG flight of stairs, minding my own business when fyfie came..made our way back home ard 10 ? around there.. thats all for ytd.. for today, nothing much happen...lessons are all boring.. same face same frens same lecturers..after school went home and sleep. woke up and realise that the whole hpuse was dark. except the corridor lights.. u noe outside ur house? i was wondering could my mom have left me sleep outside?read the time and it was only 8 in the evening . exhausted,just continue to sleep till parents reach home.... met iswandy at seven eleven to pass him his bag..drank uncle jenggot's bandung mango... sunggoh tak sedap sei..drank half only.. prefer the bandung banana...it taste like HL banana.. nice. ok good night.

2006-10-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

define skating. how does it benefit u? 20 percent weight loss ... 80percent injure yourself.. dat is skating ...seems like everyday im skating. cant help it.. i love skating .. start slow. still got a year until i take bike license .. when i get a bike, i'll give up skating.. haaa...1st dae hari raya went out with my cousins .. chartered bus.. too bad i was sick so .. didnt get to collect that much money.. just sleep in the bus. air conditoned, adjustable seat... fuyyoo...tak bole tashan ... 2nd day raya school! shit... but finish at 12..too bad for andrea,her lesson starts at 12. haa..went home watch suria channel. forgot the movie title..it made me cry. oh my gawd. imagine urself going to ur neighbour's house each and everyday of puasa. then 1st syawal u got to know the coule were actually ur own grandparents..don wish to elaborate.. don miss the next movie..around seven went down to skate mySELF!... soon both rizal and azmeer tag along..skate until 10 plus then waited for midi at 7-11.. smoked few sticks before we head home. gonna sleep soon. nights !

2006-10-23T11:17:00.000+08:00

slame sebulan berpuasa kita melawan nafsu miinom makan dan juga merokok... kpade sahabat2 ku yang dapat melakukan amal ibadah pade bulan ini, rahmati la tuhan dan kamu akan diberkati pahala sepenohnya...syawal hampir tiba..slamat hari raya aidilfitri buat semua. kalau ade tersilap kata atau terkasar bahasa.. saya hendak ambil kesempatan ini untuk memohon maaf kpade semue...hmmm.... bsk RAYA!! tkde mood abes... my bestie frend got a new haircut.. okay la... muke nampak comel abes ! haa..today meeting rizal and rafian at town to get slippers. so i can wear them during the festive season . slamat hari raye !

2006-10-15T04:06:00.000+08:00

dude ! schools starting soon.. gosh. i do miss my frens. but. how i wish the hols were extended. haiyo. fcuked up schedule. picture this. mon 10 am. tue 8 am. wed 8 am.thur 8 am.fri 8 am. i live at yew tee. that's far froom yck. gawd. everyday 8 am for the semester? im not gonna get enough sleep. how to cope ? i also dunno. ppl say can skip lecture. so can take the load off if 8 am classes are lectures. guess wad... only on thur we have lectures in the morning .. fcuk! die...not gonna miss my tutorials... so precious classes. that's where most of the poly students learn..bcos..in lecture theatre u cant seem to concentrate..just dunno why. anyway cant concentrate in lecture classes doesnt mean that guys are eyeing on girls okae.. wth..im so lonely. but .i found a new hobby. new FAV THING DAT I WANNA DO EVERYDAY!!..... haha.. not gonna tell ya guys. bye bye !

2006-10-06T01:23:00.000+08:00

my fren asked me to give advie before start poly ... and guess wad i said... do wadeva u wan. but don ever hesitate from telling people the truth ... some things cannot b left a secret.. u neva noe until u try . ya .. just now went out with rizal iswandy mingshen and rafian ... and i told rafian wad iswandy dont like about him.. and pls la... wad eva ppl say bout u is not suppose to affect ur frenship.. just be urself .. its true !! all true.. ppl have their own ways..for the next few weeks im gonna wear a cap ppl!! my hair suzto the core !! man ...... damn that hairstylist. too bad lor.. i oso go cut hair cheap2 shop... haa.... so.. went to esplanade sit2... saw this bdae girl... super hot ! tak bole tashan ... after dat went home ..and im still mad .. cause i didnt expect my hair to b like dis... shit ... dats all .

2006-10-04T00:34:00.000+08:00

fuyyoooo.... SEMUA OLANG PUAS AH.....haha...just now went to johore..we took 170 to larkin den i got myself one cargo pants.. DOPE ah . ..keep window shoppi-ing ... takot tak puas ati bli...haha...after dat we took taxi to angsana..i bought one belt.OBEY.. foohh... kemarok ah !! murah plak tu .. 10 dollars after convert..power kedemak..haha..buke kat pizza hut ... wooh.. 60 ringgit aje ..best ... tkpe aku baya lebih..laen kali korg nye turn blanje aku ..wangkaka...guess wad.pizza hut angsana BAPOK paradise lar..senyom2 plak tu ..satu ni ... mascara... tak bole tashan..CAIR ah... jambu..!!jambu baatu ..haa..lepas tu continue shopping ..yang paleng byk blanje .. rizal.. tak bole tashan.. two tshirt.one bermudas . two jeans. one belt. one watch . power la detu .. sumore ..tday went out without a bag..everything stuff inside my bag.. da mcm NINJA TURTLE ah.. haha.. after dat took taxi ridde to bandaraya.. den walk all the way to m'sia checkpoint ... sunggoh penat ... den... straightjack home..

2006-10-02T02:54:00.000+08:00

today stay home sunday was very fast.. noe why ? bcos ...morning went to religious clas.. after sending my aunt, we went back home.. at home watch ghost game.. hlfway thru the movie i slept..shit ..didnt get to watch finish . now not planning to watch it at night.. im alone in my room.. so .... just finished watching ganut... and my dear ruffian was still online.. so LAYANkan dier... he showed me this photo of his prischool mate... sunggoh lawa... fian aku bagi B + +... haha... so he bugged me to find pri sch frens... researched at frenster but no results...i forgot that a number of my pri school gerls all went to same school...DUMB shah... soo.... actually i studied in two diff pri schools... one was princess elizabeth and the other was kranji pri ... so .. now im off to find my kranji mates... GATAL ... aahah too bored oredi .. dunno wad to do .... wanna tag along ? nah...haha

2006-10-01T03:27:00.000+08:00

okay... frst up.. bout ytd.. went out with rizal rafian ... we went to this building bside paradigm... i wanted to get a best DENKI voucher for the phone i bought .. anyway i got my self N73.... cool kan .... so..once we reached there i gave the letter to the receptionist.. and she siad that the letter needs to be chopped by the outlet that u bought the handphone at... i was like .... im sorry mam... is there any other options? she said. too bad sir.. u need the signature.. gawdd.. waste of time .. and waste of energyy. cobaan ... so went to plaza.. walk2 at yamaha saw two gerls playing bass ang gitar... i was like ... way cool... but too bad they are like walking sticks... no thanks ... so we went all the way to clementi to play pool before goin home... how dumb am i to not imform my mum earlier... msg mom dat the letter needs to b signed by the outlet
s worker ... she called bac and said... ok la .. now u go there .... and as kthem to sign ... so headed for woodlands ard 6... why ? bcos was playing pool.. stupid ryt.. haiya...so didnt get to break fast at aunt's place.. was on my way home when everyone was breaking their fast... had 30 cents in pocket.. so just light a cig, puffed and puffed... break fast oredi.. k lame .. but .. good diet .. shall try it next tym ... haha ... ok for today . didnt plan to follow my parents go jb.. went to angsana to buy a belt .. volcom.. quite nice.. dunno wad made me buy it . after dat bought games and dvds... ive five dvds at home ... ghost game and johntucker must die ..wan to watch ? pass me empty dvd .. so i can burn them for ya . no prb ... my address? ? ask me on msn .. hahaha....after dat went to break fast at danga bay ... sunnguh tak cool ... i saw this gerl dressing up cute.. green polke dot dress.. kiwak ... so the step cute.. sumore can smile at waiter .. still got the cheek to do that... keep whining to her dad ... wahlao ... i so the no mood to eat.. ok nvm .. after break fast went to larkin cos my dear fren said got three quarter .. all i see is baju kurung .... wth!! so nvm ... went to pasar borong at smart .... damn... all the same ... no three quarter ... i dunno wads rong with him... or issit me .. bcos my grandma was there .. so cannot walk so long ... she'll be tired... so old oredi .. no offence.. i love u granny ! haha .. okayyy .. dats all la ... now its 3 oclock ..drink milo..go sleep ... mummy dont wake me up! night !

2006-09-28T01:37:00.000+08:00

guys u shud watch the movie HEART.... its so damn touching.. and sorri for not updating for such a long time ... dunno y.... some things might change as we grow older.. haa.... rachel and farell were frens since they were young ... they became teenagers and soon adults... then farell found his dreamgirl luna ... rachel helped him alot ... they became couple... then, rachel saw a ring farell was about to give luna ... rachel started gving excuses of why they should not play basketball together... she claims to have a boifren . and wants to go out with him... its damn sadd... im so touched...so damn touched.. issit wrong to cry ? heck no la .. i thnk its in the genes.. i recommend ppl to watch .... pls go watch it .. ok stop it shah.. hahhha .... this month .. its the fasting month... ive stopped drinking stopped flirting ... but not smoking .. i'll only smoke three sticks one night ..this month is suppose to be smoke-free shah ! ..... nyahha ... and dun ever look down on girls who dress like guys .. they are pretty! you noe .. anyway... ive just bought a new phone .... make a guess ... haha .tag ya ... thats all for today... im gonna wipe off my tears...bye bye ..

2006-08-24T02:47:00.000+08:00

hey . today was... oky lar i guess. cause in the morning, had mechanics exam.. fuyoo..tak bole tashan.. was tough la actually .. so just did the paper and got stuck at some parts of some questions. was stressed up. so afta exam went to lakeside to meet fyfie .. was on the train sleeping .. tired.. cause past few days didn't sleep well.. exams mah... called her up and she said .. :i tink i saw smoke at my neighbour's house.. then i was like .. u think ?? if there is, go call the CD la .. as soon as ii reached boon lay, took bus 30 to go her house .. her mother's an indian muslim. she's so fair .. so dark and fair living under same roof.. hah.. no offencce.. gave her the cd that i burn for her.. around 130 left her house .. i waited for her to put on make up for about half an hour .. damn.. i was sleepin redi.. lucky the cat woke me up.. if not malu je dtg rumah org tdo ... hhaha...belang belang .. knape la kao berbelang .. lame... so we went to JP to eat.. sat at long john.. afta eatin, we went to survey handphones.. she said she wanted to buy a neew 3G phone cause she was jealous i am using one..;D .. actual fact.. i dunno how to use the 3G ... stupid ryt ? haha..den we asked the nokia man .. he said u must check with ur line.. so called starhub and asked.. mr shah ur 3G is already activated.. oh realli ?? oryt.. den how do i use it ? u just yada3... tried calling rizall.. but too bad he's using a prepaid card.. so .... we went bac to her house cos she wanted to use her sis's ez link .. ezlink no money ..off we go ... sat under her block, and met my old fren.. we sat and talk for awhile .. she's way different now ... so slim so....SEXy... ahha.... when fie came down she was wearing a dress... vintage colour .. wow ... super nice .. feel so awkward .. but wad the heck .. took bus to lakeside station...naek mrt ... she wanted me to accompany her go her fren's house ... buttt... i was tired.. so i went home and slept .. at 7 plus rizal called and ask me to go down to midi's block ... cause they were there... ok.. so i went down and saw azmeer's bike... white SPARK... nice la... simple but nice. ... wanted to withdraw miney to pay up my handphone bill so asked azmeer to send me there.. riding with him was quite fun la .. ade jugak la die TARJUN...(corner la..) da biase ah naek moto ngn abg..went yew tee withdraw money and went bac to midi's block ... sat down there eat kway teow goreng... i treated them.. i tink ive more than enough sins thismonth... so... did some thins good ... didnt ask for pahala .. but just wanted to u noe ..... ahha.. after eating went home and played my bass. its been a while since i get my hand on u ... i love u .. haha....after awhile was bored cause my laptop is like bass-less.. how can i play the song when i cant even listen to the bass lines? damn it ... stupid mono laptop! .....around 1 plus ajak midi go seven eleven lepak ... so .. i went there to meet them ... along came this two shemaless.... dgr2 dey are willing to pay 50 bucks for just a blowjob ? ahha... wasnt my idea... they were talking about it... i just left the two bapoks alone and sat far away from them ... ahha..disgusting sia... mayb i'll learn to appreciate them later on in life ... haha... don get the wrong idea.. i don think i'm gonna b a shemale ! ...eeeewwwww..... ok ok... drank ILT .. sat there talking , help to set themes for phone ... hmm... help them la .. one more good deed! ... hehe... kembang siak... kembang2 tak dpt pahala tau... hehe.. when i wanted to go hm,i asked my bro to send me ... but he is lazy.. wth .... so near sia... ended up midi wanted to send me ... den he ws like ... "gedek(my name) tau tompang tak? org corner kao ikot tau .."i was like ya i noe ... but why are u telling me this ?? this boardshort of mine is damn slippery so i kept sliding to and fro ..the first corner was still okay... it was better than my bro's la.. cause he takot2 ade pillon kan...(correct spelling anot?)..following corners was like ... woohooo!! .... super power ... ade racing footrest ... so midi kept going down and down... woow... gerek uh .. mcm nak baawak moto gitu eh ... ahhaa... tgk dulu la mcm mane ... amongst the riders ive seated with, midi's the best la ... suddenli i feel like blogging ... if not ...todae i'll just go to sleep right after i reach home walking! ..... gerek uh ... midi!! bile mau buat lagi ?? ahahha... fun fun fun .... jakon siak shah ... i still need to work on getting slim... still got room for improvements... haaahha.. wish me luck!!

2006-08-22T16:01:00.000+08:00

its been quite a long time since i updated. for me the last time i was damn sad was when i knew tt she did not went home instead they spend tym at ECP. i cud not blame her .. cos they are one couple and ... i really cant help it . its good dat we dont get to meet each other up.or else i will only b thnking of her . but for now .. im focusing on my studies. . dat dae just did math exam.. first time in poly so .. it was kinda scared at ferst. but .... afta doin .. i was tired so took a nap.. ahaha... did doublecheck..and left the hall..my dear LANun... u left ur earpiece wid me .. nyahha..ok will be meeting u tmr so . i'll pass ukaess.. no worries.. naseb baek die tak suro aku patah balek .. tak sanggop!! hehe... men2 je .. so otw home fyfie called she wanted to meet me at boon lay .. jurong point .. so .... i go la .. den waited for her from 7 plus till 8 ..smoke and sit smokeand sit.. walk here walk there lookn for her... until 815 .. i assume that she bubble .. so went into jp alone ... wanted to but something for the day... if walked2 neva buy like stupid sey... at last .. i went to populaer bookstore... my highlighter runnin out of ink.. so bought a new one .. andd....in class we have this problem of finding someone with a stapler .. so... bought a stapler... price was quite reasonable.. total cost .. 5.50 .. afta dat i went out of jp.. earlier on... iswandy called and ask whther i can help him wit math annot ... so if i go home at least there's someting to do ... ccud not call anyone ... cause batt flat ! wah lao .. hate it when that happens.. walking bac to the mrt station..then sudenly i heard someone called my name ... turn and saw fyfie sitting there alone ... nyahhaa ... first she was mad ... i didnt tell her that i waited for her daT LONG ... den i withdraw money ..hmm... went in to mac..sat there chit chatted .. at 9 we got out .. need to get some air .. ahha... we continue chatting out side KFC backdoor . man.. tikos byk ape .. bole jadi giler tgk .lari sini lari sane ... while waited for bob .. she told me aevrytin bout her .. and i told her somethings bout me ... den it was almost ten. went to boon lay inter change to wait for bob and faz.. dis fyfie is strange man.. when i was talking to her . she can sense that bob and faz were already at boonlay.. so we walk to the mama shop and found them inside.. nyahha ....so weird... we walked all the way to boon lay shopping center.. to eat nasi lemak ... haha.. iwas full so i treat them ... its been quite a while i spend my money on frens.. was already late so.. took taxi home ... uncle can go up to 120 km/h seh... cool ah ! ! den he suddenly slow down bcause he claims dat i sense TP... ahha ... funny ppl... fyfie and uncle low .. can be tied in to same boat ! .... due2 weird.. the thing is ...... when he slow down .. he saw TP tgh holding speed checker eh ?? its WWEEIRDD.. got home paid ten bucks to uncle ... uncle thank u keep the change ... skali skale bagi tip.. i love this type of taxi drivers.. sampai rumah den got to charge my phone ! i so miss listening to the songs.. now that ive got this new ear piece yang ade super duper bass boost . ahha...ok... now bac to my books .. tmr ade mechanics... daaa.....

2006-08-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

24/7 workin ... ask u come home early to study.. its 11 yet no reply .. if you're enjoying urself den fine la... but earth to YOU .... nexxt week we having three exam tau.. major ones.. please study la ... aku yang kene risau ... haizz. .. okae todae .. went mac in the morinng and ate breakfast . super huge meal sehh ... gerek pe ... ahhha ... ini la keje MAC BANGERS ... ahhah tau makan lepak makan lepak ... nanti da ade motor join clan uh ... anta makan ... ahhahh... buttt..... don think i will be delivering la.. must get stable job ... now studying to pursue my dip! baru ferst year seh .. mcm nak cepat2 abes kan idop pat poly gitu ... bukan mendak ... cannot wait for the future... wiill it b special?? or will i still be like dis.. ahhah ... duno when im gonna wake up la..i cannot acceot the fact that ppl are telling me to leave .. but ... i think i just cant ? shud i ? will it be better or worst ? i dunno..reallydont know . just now at limbang's mac, iswandy was THAT close to all his frens.. yet he could not get a single item for ffrree... whad sia !! stupid ryt ... at least a drink la .. tht will b more than enuff... i noe its not my mac nor my fathers.. ahha... studied math at there ..e nded up stuck .. but got to do the whole section A .. wow . in section b onl get to do three questions ... wah kao ..so badd shah ?? now im going to study mechanics ... hope i will not get stuck again ... hopefully!! anyone can help me ?? ahha ..

2006-08-13T01:01:00.000+08:00

FIRE, works ... haha.. ytd went to watch fireworks wit my frens.. is and rizal ... after the firworks we went to meet bob at traffic light ...withdraw money den go and eat at ........ KFC.. tried the chicken chop... butt... i think it will be nicer with black pepper sauce... mushroom sos MUAK ah.. ahhah.. afta dat we went to mama shop bought drinks .. sat by the wwaterrs of esplanade drinking ... soon after, bob's band arrived.. they were jammin ytd.. me rizal and is went hm after dat.. for today, i got to go out wit her ... although she broke my promise ytd.. as ssoon as i saw her, MELTED ... ahha .. maybe its the way i llok at her ... although there tons of girls out there.. ur special .. nyaha ..soo ... made our wway to city hall ..... reached city hall around 6 or 7 .. ard there . we went to penin to eat .. and damn! bandong tumpah kat meja... haha... spilled onto her bag and iswandy's bag. hahha.. lucky i was not bside her .. accompanied her to toilet to "dry" herskirt .. ahha which cannot be done in that short period of time .. ahhah .. so went back to shop to continue eating .. after eating walked around penin ... kedai tutop ! whalao .. ahha .. so made our way to supreme court by 8 .. sat at the edges of the building and chill ... waiting for the fireworks.. while waiting.. my dear fren got into trouble .. the guy wans to meet him and crack his head .. oh gawd u must b kidding man u talk like cock!...ahhah so...he was so furious dat he didnt even said a single word other than wad shud i do and stuffs ... relax dude.. the wrold's not gonna end ... when the fireworks started , she recorded the whole line up ..really wanted to hold u in my arms.. but nvm.. as long as ur happy im happy . so after dat we sat there till the crowd cleared . got down and went to breadtalk .. i noe that u were gonna meet him .. but somehow b4 meetin u i was hoping dat we can goo home together ... will i leave u and put an end to this ? i dunno .

2006-08-11T01:31:00.000+08:00

KARA eo KE !! going nuts.. ahhah... bored la .. oryt.. about just now .. woke up at 8 morining .. wanted to stdy for physics.. ended up dozing off till 12 30 .. oh my gosh .. gonna be late for phy exam ... so took a bath and iron clothes yada2.... then set off for skewl around 1 plus.. took medicine before boarding mrt... heee...reach ckewl... walk alone to class.. suddenli ina came from bhind.. "ello bang.. jalan sorang ker.." den pusing blakang...chit chatt before goin into exam hall ..haha.. for the exam.... phy paper was CHOOSE 5 QUE OUT OF 6. so i started doin the paper.. halfway , saw my self flipping paper to last que... ohs mys gods.. i did all 5?? que 6 was easy. so flipped through the paper ... que 1's solution was somehow incorrect... so canceled out que 1 and did last que... after exam, went bac wit pikmun and sinyi .. no mood to talk .. somehow.. im lack of sumthing important .. so slept in mrt.. pikmun wake me at yew tee.. went straight home and continue sleeping .. sleeping .. sleeping ... den went aunt's house to visit my niece and nephews.. fun .. i love u guys... i just make u larf.. haha.. at night wanted to go out..but something is wrong.. change of plans... went to court.. play badminton .. with is ... and here i am blogging ..

2006-08-09T12:55:00.000+08:00

first of all ... HAPPY Birthday singapore! no mood. tmr exam. dang! guess wad. im so happy yesterday.. was out with bobby, dan, fyfie, ayu, O and one more ayu . ha.. so we went out . watch the fireworks at esplanade.. fyfie was feelng kinda down cos her BF did not watch the fireworks with her. HEARTBROKEN.. seeing her alone makes me feel alone. although i have bob wid me . we were taping the whole fireworks displae..it was tiring and backbreaking. ahhah.. ayam wasnt with bob too.. so three of us felt lonely inside.. im blogging ryt now and someone from suntec msg me.. im so touched.. she misses me ... about ytd!.... after the fireworks, we went to clarke quay's mac to sit and chat. ha.. so waited quite long cause mac full house.. got a phone call from my ex school mate.. nani . she says that shes getting fatter. nahh.. i dont care.. so talkd to her until 15 mins before 11. then they disturb me . u come here wanna talk to gerl or talk to us.. so i was like serba salah.. wanted to ask her whether i can call her at nyt anot . she hung up! fuck . no respect. tkde adat langsong. sial btol .at 11 entered mac. haha.. wait for so long seii.. sat down until 11 30 then head for mrt to take last train ... IN THE TRAIN ..... we were tired so we sat down on the floor. then received a msg from u.. look to ur left. at that point of time.. i noe we were in te same train same cabin...i wass shock. so i gaze at her not knowing dat hafiz was dere. wha lao ..sha .. stupid... said a few words then continue talking to fyfie and gang.. issit a coincidence to meet u at least once with two diffrent guys?? with two different guys... gosh .. its just my luck ..or its going to b dis way for the rest of my life?? i dunno onlly god can tell.. dowan to sae anitin bout wad i did in the morning.. all i noe is.. i miss u ...wish u were dere to watch the fireworks displae... dats all ..

2006-08-04T10:22:00.000+08:00

yay todae skip lecture. why? ytd slept late.. yay. now im blogging cause i really dunno wad to do... ive still got an hour before going to school for mechanics tutorial. now im goin to bath and get dressed up and watch teevee and packing bag and get ready to go out to school. = (

2006-08-03T11:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday after skol me wahidah rizal went to bukit timah to have dinner together ... actually we had no plans of going out yesterdae. but idah decided to go and eat. so i called rizal along . after eating we went to pool factory!!haha .... guess wad.. i won most of the time. ha.. only one game lost to rizal. so after playing ppool went bak to clem take taxi .idah blanje . haha . drop off across her block. we chit chatted for awhile then went home. todae. im still blogging at 12 30..i mis her. i dunno if she does. its alreadi 1230 and not a msg from her. just now went jamming with bob and band... i didnt play any instrument as i was lazy. they played warmness on the soul by avenged sevenfold. i was so touched by the lyrics.I GAVE MY HEART TO U . CAUSE NOTHING CAN COMPARE IN THIS WORLD TO U. im gonna start learnig the song. im gonna jam wit u guys one dae! i wish i cud see you every minute i miss you. im being too obsessed about her. issit wrong ? whenever i miss you i'll start holding onto the silver bangle tightly. i just cant afford to lose yyou. ever.... tmr i'll be meeting you at 10 at yew tee.. i dont think i can sleep so ssoon.. u've been weird lately.. how i wish you're here..good night to myself.

2006-07-31T21:32:00.000+08:00

just now went to skool at 3 ... we presented our project to the lectureers.. it was my first time . but it was okay lar. our project almost got into the tang ka kee competition . but due to some HENG's words ... the other lectureer did not agree to let us in . damn i was mad! cause our project is simple. the prototype was not good but it can be improved. im sure we can . they commented on any other ways to use it .. we said there is . so our prototype needs to be improved. ok i agree. but.. nvm ... hopefully next semester we can do better...haha... after dat we went to pizza hut to so called CELEBRATE wei chorng brthday and jeremy's.... before the order came, i was hurt when i saw that . at ferst i thought there's still a teeny weeny chance for me ... i love you i realli do .. i don think a can leave you.. all i must do is wait.. we still have three years... and that's a long time for me... i guess...

2006-07-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

viva lalala ska was fe fe fun !!! i was drunk actualli ... ahha h... went there with rizal shasha lina wahidah is and me. at least the whole night i got her in my arms .. im so soglad.. wadeva is mentioned on this blog is through sometimes when ur single u dont get to share stories with someone special .but wad the heck she doesnt care and my love for her will never fade.. so at least there's someone for me to talk to . i love you.. you may regard me as a fren... now ive learnt a lesson. never try to woo girls when they are studyin.. so whenver you've got the opportunity to go out with her .then do not let it go to waste..think about it shah. it's worth the wait.so when im alone with you. you're mine..hehe.. tmr ive got a test.niwaes its mcq . but......no more time to relax! cause i failed my last test...oh gawd..give me another chance.. ive been sinful to u.please just let me get on to 2nd semester without failing an subjects. i wouldn't wanna b left out of the crowd. and ESP u.i can't bear to be apart.off to my notes!

2006-07-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

clock struck 12 half an hour ago.... people might enjoy their life. but for me. homeworks will just keep me busy and slacking two days before test is like aiming a gun right on the head.. the test is gonna be freakng difficlut. yes i noe.. but wad to do...tis wed need to hand up report. gosh.. time pass by so fast.. its gonna be the end of one semester. if i fail i retain! god... u r alwaes there watching over me. my laziness brought me down... cannot put my heart to it. if ur gonna do the typing tomorrow...its gonna b a mission impossible. you might sae im jealous or wad...but its the truth.. fuck the truth!!she's happy i should be happy for her!!we r just frens after all.. im so happy ya...now im gonnna contimnue doing report.. if i'll need help i'll just call....let me guess.. no one!.... the end!

2006-07-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

though i have a new fren..doesnt mean that i'm ready to let you go and continue with my own life.. its so obvious that i still want you to be my side..so stop doing this to me..i dowan u to change.. be urself.. i love it.. today... at skool had autocad, so brain was working his ass out...afta autocad she set off for work as i make my way to clementi .. planned to play soccer. so...went to our favourite spot to play soccer. clementi's basket ball court.. the place is quite eerie cause the flat beside it is empty.. they call is "tempat maksiat" haha...kody.. played soccer and yada3 ....afta dat we ate chicken chop ! at the $4.00 shop..haha...powerr... aniwaes now is not the time to sleep cos im waitng for a message from sum1 ... she's slowly slipping off my hands.. niwaes.. at the coffeeshop, all wanted to smoke ...so each took a chair carried it over the yellow line and lit a cig...nobodi would wanna be fined 300 dollars for just smoking at a restricted area...yaya sounds kinda dumb but was forced to...and i heard from my fren that cig pricing is increasing... maybe it will shoot up to 20 dollars per pack??dat's possible but ...its gonna be harsh...tats all...daaaaa

2006-07-19T13:12:00.000+08:00

wads the next step to a great poly life? issit finally get the girl or just be frens and enjpy life betta? i am confused. when im with her she does not seem to like my company. if i have plans to go out with another gerl, sure she will comment ...shouldi go out to meet other gerls in the first place ? or shud i be a good dog waiting for her? i guess by finding a job will make keep me busy..but am i prepared for it? im slacking...not doing good for poly.. since entered poly, i've been loving physics.. for math is still so-so ...for other subjects that requires my brain to memorise every shitty shitty crap2, im not interested...seriousli..not interested...but wad to do...i'll need to force myself to sit in that study room of mine and memorise each and every detail of the two module so that i can pas and proceeed to the 2nd semester rather than sitting inside the same modulue repeating ....mi not prepared..poly life sure is tough..no difference though..only...we are able to wear home clothes...haa.adios.

2006-07-18T13:46:00.000+08:00

now im at skewl sitting with bunch of gerls from other classes.. she's not here with me .. im so called alone for two hours la.. but nvm if tats wad se wants . den i cannot sae aniting... just did my math vector e quiz got 10/ 10 for it ...wow i am proud of myself.. at least i listen to lecture class just now..not that much though ..i got all the keypoints from MR. Baldy... haha kody... its so clear that my tutorial teacher is better than the lecture teacher....he sucks big time mann... just now had a heavy lunch ..just wanted to eat.. now im bloated ...there goes my diet.. haha ...semestral folio has to b finished by two weeks ..i am so dead.. daaa.a...

2006-07-16T16:18:00.000+08:00

if i were to write each and every moment i miss you.
i guess it will not end .
there never has been an ending to this.
people might tell me to stop hurting myself.
but no can do.
i still love you.
each time u smile makes me melt inside.
i may be sweet. but this is from the heart.
you said when u first met me, u miss me when im not around.
how about now? how can the feeling towards me just vanish?
after all that i've done for you.
each guy you get to know, you will tell me.
i will find many ways just to make u happy.
now ur with him and im with nobodi.
how can i mend my broken heart?
how can i stay frens with you but deep inside i do lovve you?
will this get any betta or wad people said is true?
ishould just be frens with you and just be natural.
but i dont think i can. yesterday i was outside with my frens.
i called just to talk to you..
i miss you.

wads the use of confessing?
am i dreaming?
if i am WAKE me up..

sweet CHILD of mine.

2006-06-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

these few daes were busy...common tests...during sec sch, i was not bothered if there's any CT..but now, dunno y...the strange feeling of retaining a module bugs me..so did spent time studyin for math on sat and sun..the test was okae ..today had a test also..but i didnt concentrate that much...lazy..tot of studyin before taking the test...endded up watching white chicks...haaa...very funny...
was this part where the thief stole tiffany's handbag. then she WHOm was a he, made a run for the thief. after she caught him began conversation.
thief: hey lady , chasing just for a handbag?
tifanny: it's not just a bag. it's PRADA.
hahah..the way she saes it, brightens up my morning...haa...was bored...afta watching white chicks, lighted a stick and go to schoool ...the test's mcq was finee...but, the three long questions was damn difficult to whom that does not revise his work...haaa....at least i wrote some crap...go n die wit the test.. went home met with my bro's ffern..ran out of weeds.. got him to buy it.. M18 la...hhaa...to think of it, if i was 18 don't hink any shop owner would believe...haa...afta dat went home...at 730 went to trasfer 20 bucks to my bro..hes one hell of a GOLD-digger.. dont mind la...cause it will cost him two packs of cig. hhaa...den went to play badminton wit is ...then stupiid mac racer spoil the net...damn...that cost me 20 !!!arghh...th end

2006-06-20T15:57:00.001+08:00

Fathers day went to east coast wit family....neva get to swim...cos pipe broke..hahaha....joking joking...actually planned to go out after picnic..so didnt bring any bag along..just wore bermudas there..ended up my bermudas got sandy...too bored under shelter...so went to the beach...theres this small family playing wit sand beside us..the parents were sitting under tree...left the daughter and her sis...we threw sand amongst us..end up sat beside her talk2..quite a distant from her parents..hehe..after the picnic was over, i had loads of fun being wit my bro's mates...n yaahhhaaa...made a promise wit rizal to meet at jurong point...end up tak jadi cos too late liao...i miss skol....tests are comin yet im sitting at home slacking...gawd...am i gonna fail??

2006-06-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

noting much to update for today...niwaes..todae..me n iswandy planned to go cycling...but i wanted a male hamster, to be put together with the other TWO female hamsters...so they can reproduce!!hehe...once they reproduce then can look at the babies...the cute cute oness...heee...den can sell them..hehe..havent yet plan wad to do with the babies if we get one..so plan backfire. we decided to go lot 1 take feeder buss..but...my parents didnt leave any cash for the hamster...so cannot go..no money..my parents went to jb with aunt...so no one at aunt's place... met my cuzzies at aunt's place...played x box together.. thought they will be back after 10 or before 11..but ended up they reach home around 8 plus...shit..went home straight..and im here blogging.....haaa....k la tats all for todae...quite lamee....boreeddddd

2006-06-16T04:19:00.000+08:00

this is a song to all..

Teman tapi Mesra:

aku punya teman

teman sepermainan

kemana ada dia selalu ada aku

dia amat manis

dan juga baik hati

dia selalu adawaktu untuk membantuku

namun aku bingung

ketika dia bilang cinta

dan dia juga katakantuk ingin jadi kekasihku

reff: cukuplah saja berteman denganmu

janganlah kau meminta lebih

ku tak mungkin mencintaimu

kita berteman saja teman tapi mesraa

ku memang suka pada dirimu

namun aku ada yg punya

lebih baik kita berteman

kita berteman saja

teman tapi mesra

2006-06-14T13:09:00.000+08:00

i really missed those times as a sec kid....now during the 2 week poly break...look through all the past photos...decided to post about my sec life...haaaaa....miss them...on the bottom left corner are qian en sarah hanjia brenna yun peng xiujing .....they were the chi gerls amongst us..notice that indian is a minority in our class...and malay is a majority... i wonder how come have the malay population decrease in poly... i dont have a picture of my new poly class but in our class there's threee malays including me..farni liddat.k la...blog some other tym...now need to do reports...seems like the other group mmem bers are shaking their legs..and just passing the mother f***ing reports to me...nevermind god shall seek revenge for me! tasss

2006-06-14T00:50:00.000+08:00

its been such a long time since i updated my blog. france's game was bored so decided to on the com...heee..each minute spent in skewl means alot to me.. i really couldn't believe that we will turn out like this...who doesn't need frens..? they are there for u..lagi2 teman yang mesra...haha..skewl is great ...furthermore..relationship with my ols classmates are getting better...frankly is ...ur fun..except there is certain times that u cannot control urself and u will resort to the wrong doings...no need ask wad la..but at least sit down and really reflect...haa...wad the heck..we play good badminton!...nyaahhaa..on 10th june...it was on a sat..met bob and faz...wit his fren ata and mus...faz bought a schetcer guitar...is the spelling correcT? nice red stripey finishing...didnt mingle the guitar before he bought though...he was happy with the guitar..as he had a good offer...and 10 percent discount...wooohooo...baek eh...afta dat g makan..ye ye ...Faz blanje...haha..OKB..tkpe hes still my brother..haha..den afta eat need to rush home cause ade kenduri..got scolding coz sampai rumah just 5 mins late..and they started solat asar...after kenduri over...ate and ate..den watch waorld cup match at 3...on sunday best.....i iswandy wahidah plan to study at ginza...den go west coast park to fly kite...den change of plans because raining heavily....so had a little fight in the mrt..everybody was staring at us...not fight la...quarrels the word...Saw this couple..they look like the pornstars on an episode of please bang my wife....hahaha...she was soooo sexy...the guy was like so tall...i guess hes got a huge HUGO..they call it hugo..i dunno y..so we decided to go to esplanade..we sat at while at the library...then is pantat gatal tuka ...we walked all the way to millenia's koufu...watch one minute of fame jap at suntec city...we made a fool out of ourselves when we were at koufu..MMacam rumah bapak ako la...haha...on dat dae...i was a bit kind....blanja dorg mkan tau...kalau long john tkpe...ni kedai kopi je makan da lima dolaar??org kaye pon tercekik seh...takpe la eh...aku ikhlass..k la...wanna watch football redi...tatasss..

2006-05-22T21:59:00.000+08:00

i feel rejected..no one can help me...
i my self must tell myself to carry on..
even if i have to force myself to smile...
all alone inside...

how was my weekend?

2006-05-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

on fri we ply soccr aftrnun..
had to go hm early cos gt family gathring at yishun rest..
so went home alone whyl the oders continued.
as soon as we got there, dinner was served...CFOOD..wow my fav...
so we ate evertin we cud...haha..it wwas delicious..
afta eating we went to east coast.
to chill at the bar while watching my aunt sang along with a live band..
she does dat wveri thur to sun..kool.
she was so hot dat dae..
she invited irya my cuz up to sing a kelly clarkson song.
although she dropped out of SI afta passing the audition round, she can sing well
i tink she was nervous whn she enterd the rum wit tthe judges..
dat was on fri..
ON SAT...
gave out flyers for battle of the bands...got paid larrr..kool la...
afta giving out flyers we slacked at lucky plaza...
went to wisma's body shop to get mama present..token of love from me to her...
happy mothers dae...
walked to takashimaya...and went 2 kinokuniya...the bookshioppe..
bob asked me to grab a book..
i hate reading books...but i tink its a good start...
spent few hours just to look for a book 4 me and a book 4 bob..
afta dat headed hm...
ON sun ..
went to grandma's house to celebrate mothers dae with her and syaz's family...
ate grandma's meesoto...da lama tak makan....jwa babee...
tmr skool i miss u...

2006-05-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

wahh..just now during class was so sian wan...couldnt even concentrate during lectures..either sleep or listen music..but was looking forward to outing wit frens..tink we shud do this often..since we no longer in the same school..went kfc pay 2 dollars and each and every person ate until full..haha..afta dat walk2 ard JP, took 172 to cck..didnt plan to go anywhere lorr..walk to limbang, and saw ppl playing soccer..thought of just sitting and watch...but 'bo pien' den go play... sweating heavily cos long time neva exercise. afta playing, go 7 11 buy drink den went home..and now im on my com slacking...yey! tmr no skewl...haha

2006-05-09T19:02:00.000+08:00

its the 4th week since ive stepped into poly..its so fast..four weeks and i have doubts about some of the subjects..how will i cope? not sure..and yet to noe..life's norm since i've got frens there..i realli hope u cud wake up and carry on wit ur lyf lar...tats my POV...just now went home soaking wet!...coz its raining DUH...wited for mindee to pas my mp3..now i need a change of earphones..anione selling it for free..??

2006-05-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

todae was not so bad..coz i went out to taka my family and bought one set of attiree..pants and a shirt..mum received voucher...woohoo...tak bestt..haha...afta dat went to eat at queenswae macdonalds while waiting for my pants to b altered..tmr can wear liao..weeee......haha..aniwae tmr start 1st dae of the third week in nyp...for tonight...b sure not to miss DIA...its at 9.30 suria channel...its 8 oclock ryt now...dats all...

2006-04-30T13:02:00.000+08:00

Ytd didnt go out..so nothing much to update lor..was at home playing guitar
sleep, eat, shit...slept at 3 am afta watching PASSING GLORY...about racism
in america..black not mix with white...stop bothering me pls..i wanna stae free
off gerls as long as i want..hehe..dast all

Prison Experience...

2006-04-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

it was a day out wif my used to be asst manager since the restaurant closed on friday....we had the

usual chat...talking about skewl..name it we do..suddenli came out this topic about him going

into prison before.he said,is prison our toilets do not have any doors...so there was no

privacy..hence they created this COOL curtain onli made up of emergency quilt to kill fire, rice

and rope....imagine using rice as the glue to stick the curtain on the walls???very creative..who

says in prison fights occur??no the dont..FYI..this is not the states where white hates the black

and those anti racial stuffs...he thought me alott...but i onli rememba two..haha...next is how do

u get mee rebos if the prison warden alwaes serve u mee goreng??add hot tea to mee

goreng...and mix well until the gravy is thick..haha...yet to trry...okay now i rememba one

more...how to make yoghurt....in prison.pluck out orange's pulps....dowan skin...den put it inside

a cup...u add half banana and mix it damn well that it becomes some sort of a

yoghurt...voilla...afta dat we went to play pool at beach rd while having glasses of tea...STRONG

tea....u shud noe wad im talking bout bob.....hehe...reach hm ard 5??was damn tired so went to

early...haha...next dae woke uip at 11...found out that it was the syf day...planned to go out with

but got to noe sumone else was there so ended up at kallang stadium...yada3...was quite sad la ..

coz we got a bronze...was nt their fault though...todae's judges were very strict...